This bitch won’t leave me alone. This little kitty is going to be the end of me. I can’t get any space to take care of my shit without this needy bitch clawing at me. And if I confront her, banish her, punish her, then she turns to a pile of mush that I can’tContinue reading “Tati’s Cat”
Across the way a man is seen falling from the cliff. He wears all black. He spreads his arms out wide, as if flying. I look away and my thoughts turn to grey. The others say he slipped. I think, he must be unafraid of dying.
The collar is set to the width of her neck. It has been placed there as a means to keep her in check. She curses the one who tries to constrain her, yet she cannot blame this beneficent stranger. It was her conviction which allowed this restriction, for without the collar others would claim her.
I woke up today a different person. I’m thirty, but there’s almost no point in the past that I can reference to this moment. The web of memory spins and unspins itself, particularly in the dreamworld. I wake up and there’s no thread left to pull me back. It’s dark here. Or is that light?Continue reading “Wake Up”
I am paralyzed with fear. Fear of being found out. Fear of being discovered. I try to think but nothing is there. I can hear the familiar soundtrack in the background. I try to think, but it seems someone has turned the volume up. I’m swimming in sounds, confused where it’s coming from. My bodyContinue reading “Escape”
My soul is the color blue. Not dark blue like the night sky, and not light blue like the day sky. The color of tropical water blue, with a little bit of green. It’s the second gradient of blue on the east shore of Lake Tahoe, where the lake bottom is still visible but youContinue reading “My Soul is the Color Blue”
The veil is thin out here in the desert. Since Day 1, I can sense a presence. I’ve put up protection and invited only beings of light, yet still I ask, “Am I ready to see what they want to show me?” There is a tinge of fear about seeing the truth. Because with truth,Continue reading “Contact”